Saturday Night

pophamstudintex (10:36:13 PM): so what have you been up to
Fosforitattu (10:36:22 PM): working
Fosforitattu (10:36:26 PM): school
Fosforitattu (10:36:29 PM): as always
pophamstudintex (10:36:31 PM): you are so boring
pophamstudintex (10:36:34 PM): get a life

Irony, anyone?

First off, one more clarification.
I keep saying this one for some reason, but......Please do not read so much into what I say here. This is an expression for me. I do not mean to hurt anyone. It is very hard for me to be completely open with people. If I write it, it seems to come easier. Then there are times like these. When I actually have something to say, I try to say it, write it, and people can't just accept it for what it is. There always has to be someone saying it's wrong of me to feel this way, why would I write that, and here's how to fix it. It is not wrong for me to feel a certain way. feelings are never wrong. They are a part of instinct. I began writing this as a way for people I cared about to keep up with my life when I was not in contact with them. It had grown into a sort of journal, diary type of writings. I felt I had opened myself up and was comfortable sharing all my thoughts. But as it goes in life, I shot myself in the foot. So in an effort to protect myself from the pressure and aforementioned comments I will censor, commercialize, and carefully edit any and every post from here on out. Instead of getting real emotion, you will be reading a canned version complete with cheese and corn.

I was planning on writing about my epiphany today....but I believe that would be out of character. It was an epiphany, so I won't likely forget it. So maybe it will be my blockbuster coming soon.